Congrats to Joani, Kim, DJ's wife Sammy, and Jace's wife Reilee.
Getting pregnant is the new getting married, I guess.
I can't help but feel a little bit frustrated. I want to share with everyone so badly that we are trying to have a baby, but I can't.
Every time we get told that we should have a baby, instead of feeling smug like I usually do, I feel sad.
I just want to tell everyone.
I am completely fearless whenever I think about having a baby now.
I don't feel worried, I don't feel anxiety, and I don't feel nervous.
I feel completely peaceful.
Having a baby is exactly what I want to do, right now.
It's exactly what I should do. I can feel it.
There is nothing more that I want in this life than to be a mom.
I don't care about having a career.
I don't care if it takes me ten years to graduate with a degree.
I don't care about having the newest and hippest things.
I don't care about being super creative.
I don't care if I can't spend all my time making crafts.
I don't care if I can't keep a regular high traffic blog.
I don't care if I can't keep up with all the latest trends.
I don't care if I don't get time for myself.
I just want to raise a large, wonderful family.
It's taken me awhile to realize this, but that's all I want.
I know it will provide me with more happiness than anything else this world can offer me.